I feel like killing my self?

every day i wish i neva woke up.... my life id falling apart im lossing the ppl that mean the most to me ... im not that confidend every1 regects me my life is nuthing ...im 15 nd i donno wat to do coz my life is falling apart...i can ethier kill my self or find that sum1 that will make me change my mind but dout ill find any1 coz im always getting regected :( i wanna kill my self!!!!